January 2012
4 posts
Do you know?
There is such a world out there that is totally different from the world we lived in.
So quiet…
So quiet that I can hear every little sounds. Different type of sounds that I’ve never heard before..
The things that I’ve never known before..
The world that I see when I’m with him,
And the one that I had been looking at when I was by your side…. Are totally...
In Love
People will lose their rationality once they’re in love.
You can’t control yourself, the heart is totally blinded by love.
Getting bothered over every little thing, totally unreasonable.
But, love itself is unreasonable.
Friendzone
Your gentleness… Will only torment me.
Jealousy
If I were to be like her
I wonder how I would be.
The surrounding atmosphere changed just by her single glance.
I really… Want to be like her.
December 2011
3 posts
Masochist
You hurt me and left me And now you say you want me You’re very selfish… But even that is fine with me
Give me more trouble.. Abuse me.. Monopolize me.. Even if you do that much, I won’t explode. No matter how much you abuse me, I still love you. I fell in love too deep, I guess.
Bookshop
I started hearing these little voices in my head, and the next thing I knew I was standing in the bookshop with books in my hand. And I’d already paid for it, too. Whoa! I’m scared!
I Love You
There’s no way words can express why I feel the way I do about you.
Why does my heart get warm just from being with you.
Why is it that I want you, not anyone else.
I think I really would like to understand it all.
But.. I’m sure I’ll never really understand.. the reason for this feeling..
November 2011
9 posts
Are things in life so easily broken?
Next week, or next twenty years from now..
You’ll probably throw me out eventually.
Sooner or later… You’ll get worn out and leave me for real.
Maybe I’ll gaze, dumbfounded, at a life with nothing left.
That’s okay, I’ll watch you leave.. Knowing our love has died.
Since that’s all… I can do.
If I don't give you up right now...
It’s like I’ve just been hit by something.
I’ve been thinking subsconsciously that you are mine. And since you’re mine, I shouldn’t have to deal with other people taking you away. But even so, I still want more of you.
I want you to be free for only me.
I want you to serve only me.
I want you to be my possession alone…
Why am I such an arrogant person?...
Normal
What are your standards for “normal”?
Like those people on TV who get arrested for murder… And then the people who know them always say how “normal” they used to be.
I’m saying, the more normal someone is, the more abnormal they are.
Hanky-panky
It was a habit.
You were used to sending out the wrong signals to men. You were quite unconscious of it so you couldn’t correct it. And you didn’t mean to lead anyone on.
But you were definitely the one causing problems….
Between me and you
So close and yet so far. What can bridge this distance?
“Let me tell you something about that great, big, fabulous world out there, you...”
– Ted, Queer As Folk
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Drugs
Remember kids, if a stranger offers you drugs.. Say thankyou, .. Because drugs are expensive.
“If you believe in God, you have to believe in evil.”
– The Last Exorcism
“There are only two people who can tell you the truth about yourself - an enemy...”
– Antisthenes